Home Sweet Home

Ok so I made it home all in one piece. Nice to be home. You know it sure is true what they say, there's no place like home. No matter what, there's no place like your home.

So tonight after I got home the DW had to go out to a session. She'll be gone most of this weekend working. It's nice that she's so busy, but it sort of stinks that she has to be so busy this weekend after I've been gone all week. But that's the way it goes some times.

So tonight we had dinner Daddy style. We went to Cracker Barrel. We went there for a couple of different reasons. First the clowns love it. Second, we didn't have anything to cook, and after being on the road for the last week, I did not want anything fast food. So we went out, and the clowns were perfect. There was no fighting, no arguing, no whining. It was great. We had a really nice dinner.

Now we're just chilaxing at the house. I'm getting laundry done and unpacking, and just being happy I'm finally home.

So today, I'm on my way back, and I get a text message from my sister. She says that she just wanted to say hey, and that she was thinking about me. I have an older brother and sister, and when we were growing up, I was pretty tough on my sister. She is a couple of years older then me, but growing up I picked on her and tormented her a lot, but she has always stood by me, and I love and thank her for that. It was nice that she took the time to just send a simple text to say hey. Sometimes we need that I guess, and I guess at that particular time I needed it because it made me smile inside.


J-Tony

I Think I Think

Ok so just wanted to post a few things that I think I think.

I think I think I should have been born in a different generation. I'm one of those people that I seem to enjoy the simple life, and things just seem simplier years ago. Slower. Less stressful. Not as many rules and political correctness.

I think I think I'm more messed up then I really am. Sitting in a room full of people listening to them talk makes your mind start to wander. Or at least my mind wanders, maybe that's why I think I think I'm more messed up then I am. I mean here I am a grown man, by most standards, and I still find that I'm not comfortable in my own skin a lot. I mean isn't that something you are supposed to grow out of?

I think I think that I'm a funny guy, but the problem with that is I'm spontaneously funny. And mostly its at someone else's expense. I mean, I'm not sure I could be funny when the red light comes on but I'm funny. And you see that's the thing about being funny. If you're not funny when the red light comes on, and only funny at other's expense, then people tend to think you're a smart ass. So being funny doesn't matter to anyone but yourself.

I think I think I need to lose weight. Nuff said.

I think I think I'm a good father. Only time will tell for sure I guess. You know like if my clown grow up and name their clowns after me, that's when you know that what you did made a difference.

I think I think there will come a time when I don't feel like a good father.

I think I think I'm getting tired of blogging from my blackberry.

I think I think I'd like to live somewhere else besides where I am. I mean I've been here all my life. Seems like it would be nice to be somewhere else. I'm not sure that will ever happen, but I think I think I'd like for it to.

I think I think I'd like to jump out of an airplane. Not because it was going down or anything, but because I think I think I want to.

J-Tony

Long Day

Ok so today has been a really long day. Spent eleven and a half hours at a customers facility today. Now anybody who knows anything about this type of business already knows that any time spent at the customer is not a good thing. Normally they don't "invite" you to come out to their place. Your usually there because of problems. So anyway its been a long day and a long week.

Alright so I have nothing interesting to say tonight. I think that's because its been such a long day and my brain is just not very creative. Or maybe its because I'm not a very interesting person. Or maybe its because I'm typing this out on my blackberry and quite frankly that sucks. Or maybe its because I just want to sit here in my luxury suite here at the Holiday Inn Express in Waterloo Iowa and flip through the t.v. Channels and watch some craptastic entertainment. Whatever the reason I'm just not feeling it tonight.

J-Tony